I have had part of my soul crushed by an amazing girl... I wish things could have been different. I wish things would have been different. Well the one brite side to this is I really didn't open up at all to this person. I guess there is always a chance for the certain someone in another life somewhere. I just hope she doesn't get hurt. I really should care but I do. I worry to much about other people. I'm going to start worrying about myself. Also a good form of advice to any of you Americans out there you would not have a chance with this girl. That is the last time I try for someone who is 3 years younger than me and only 18. The confusion factor is a little ridiculous. Never get to attached to one person just keep going and make some changes every once and awhile that way you don't get hurt. But the chance of it still happening is always possible out there. Just Rock out get payed and have fun. Fuck what anyone else has to say. I will have to add something to my tattoo to mark this in the history books.